Not On for long

My days are passing by really quickly each day now. I think it's because of the Exams. I have been busy with my studies and time flies so quickly.

Anyways i wouldnt be blogging much nowadays. Just coming online printing some past year papers from the internet and get off.

Good Luck to everyone who is taking their exams now! =)

1 Year!!

On this day one year ago. Andrew and Angelina became a couple=)

it seems like not long ago i went out with my baby for the first time and i just fell in love with her completely. her cute laugh=D which i think is just so adorable.hehe. her amazing personality. and her dazling looks. it really is just amazing how time goes by so quickly.

i love my angel=) Happy 1 Year Anniversary baby!

*Andrew*

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I wanna wish my baby..

Happy One Year Anniversary too!!

I'm so glad that i fell for you you know? =) You're the greatest thing that has ever happened to me my love. Love you so much!! =)

England is 8 hours behind now=)

England is now 8 hours behind brunei...hai. i am now so much farther behind in time than my darling. hope that she will be able to read this. but either way ill still chat to my baby as much as i can=) short blog. im still noob after all=P hope things are going well in brunei. things have been boring as ever here. have half term break now. but ill be working. so that's good=) will blog again when i feel like it or know what to say. hahha

andrew

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Grandson just told me about this Pic in Ing Siang's facebook. =P and i love it!

Happy 18 th Birthday Meh Meh!!

Meh Meh got my present placed outside his door this morning. It was BoA the present. ;) Enjoy her Meh Meh!

Mourning

I have been slacking in Business Data Response (P2) since Wed. My progress is so slow. Did only 1 freaking past year since Thursday. Was aiming to do at least 2 papers a day. Then I would have already finished 6 papers by today. I’m so lazy.

Should really be as discipline as those times when I did Maths. 8 PYP of Mechanics and 12 Add Maths. 5 Business P1. Unlike now.. 1 in 3 days. And I haven’t completed the last question yet. what the heck man. Have to buck up now. Exam is on Wednesday. Go Angieeee~!!!

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Anyways I went to the R.I.P.A.S Mortuary this afternoon. Of course, my Parents and relatives attended. Had to be there to see my aunt’s body being placed into the coffin. I walked into the Mortuary, seeing mum and cousins leaning against the wall while a fair lady in pink & black laid on the counter. It was my Aunt. Although she had make up on but she was still really pale.

Mum told me to take a closer look at Yi yi one last time (auntie). I wanted to, so I did. Asked mum whether I could touch her. She told me that it was ok. So I felt her hands and later her legs. I felt my fingers giving a slight jump. Because she was so cold. Mum told me that she was taken out from the casket not so long ago. That explains why, I thought.

I stood by the side of the counter looking at her sadly for a few minutes. Recalling myself visiting her last Monday. She couldn’t talk much. But now, she remained silent. She doesn’t even look like the Yi yi I know.

Her obituary picture was outside. ‘I used to know that lady,’ I thought. Humble. Kind and decent looking. But now.. no matter how hard her love ones cried, she would remain silent forever. And I knew some day, my parents, siblings, friends, and eventually I would be facing this. The thing that hurts me most is, how would people feel when their life partner leaves this world. Seeing your spouse go, it just makes you feel incomplete, no?

The Church Service was held. Prayer went on and I prayed the best for my aunt.

Saw her being placed in 3 layers of coffin, as she is going to be brought down to Miri. It’s a Must Procedure for the Custom because they are have to be aware of criminals smuggling weapons or drugs in corpses. (It tends to be like this in the modern world) 1st layer was the regular coffin, then the steel one which was tightly sealed and another wooden as the outer layer.

I would be leaving for Miri early in the morning to attend her funeral. And I pray that..

Her Soul May Rest In Peace

A list of things

Gay Talk:

Miranda: I mean.. How long ago has Winston passed on?
Mrs Doubtfire [sadly] : 8 years this coming November dear...
Miranda: I'm so sorry about that..
Mrs Doubtfire: The drink was too strong... which made him... [Stops]
Miranda [with sympathy] : He's an alcoholic?
Mrs Doubtfire: No.. he wasnt. He got hit by a huge Guinness Truck..
Miranda: How Tragic!

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Messed Up!

I feel like I havent been blogging for ages. Though it's not that long ago, I guess. Anyways, many stuffs have happened recently.

I got my AS Bio Practical Paper 32 messed up with the Paper 31. Mine was supposed to be on the 16th Oct. But apparently, I remembered it as the other one on the 30th Oct. It's a very serious mistake. Obviously I didnt sit for the exam and I started panicking only when Mr. Siva started contacting me. But.. I saw the text too late as I left my phone at home that morning.

Lots of complications. I dont want to criticize about how inefficient the people are now. Will do only after I get my A Level results next year. That's also if I have the breath to criticize. Cause I'd probably have forgotten about them already.

So, I'm just waiting for those black and white papers to be confirmed by Cambridge. Patiently.

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Sick!

I got a really bad fever, flu, sore throat and headache on the 22nd October. Out of all the days, it was the day when I had my Add Maths and Business papers. It felt terrible. I managed to finish both papers. Thank Goodness. But I felt really weak after I had my whole morning of exams. I didnt have the energy to talk. Eyes were really sore and my entire body was aching.

When i got home, my temperature increased and I couldnt do anything but just lay on the bed and sleep. Tension strucked my head and it drove me insane because I thought I would have gotten my brain short circuited or something.

Mum took my temperature and it was 38.8 degree celcius. She made me drink lots of warm water. To cure my fever and also my sore throat. I took Panadol too. It made me feel ok. But i was still suffering. So she wanted to perform this traditional method on me to reduce my temperature.

It was me sitting underneath a thick cotton blanket with a basin full of hot boiling water with crushed red onions and ginger. Adding a few drops of Axe Oil. For the first 5 minutes, I felt that i was burning in that medium. Unbearable!

Slowly I think it felt good and soothing because I started to sweat so much. As I'm a person who don't really sweat much even when I run for a long time. Not that I dont want to. I think its my pores. Literally, I felt sweat trickling down my legs, neck, forehead and every part of my body. Felt like i was evaporating. Lol.

Anyways, I was underneath that cotton blanket for 30mins. Mum purposely delayed the time.

She was like.. 'Hold on.. 3 more mins ok?'

So i waited and it didnt feel like it was 3 mins. More like 7 mins.

So i asked again.. 'Ok.. can i come out now?'

'Nope.. 2more mins.. Then you can definitely be out.'

'Ok then..'

Obviously i knew it was impossible that only one minute just went passed. But i didnt mind. Because i was desperate to get well soon.

After that i got out and felt alot better. Seriously. =) At night i still felt a slight warm fever but it was bearable. I could still walk around the house.

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+ My Condolences +

Sadly, that night, my Aunt passed away peacefully. 10.30 pm. Due to cancer. It was really shocking because I visited her last Monday and i sympathized her alot. So mum has been busy with her Funeral nowadays which is gonna be held in Miri this Sunday.

Although I've never spent a single minute alone with my Aunt in my whole life. But still, i felt sad & reluctant. Mum's really sad. That's why I'm always here by her side. These few nights she has been talking so much to me. Hours, I should add. As a daughter & since I'm so close with her, I would just be her listener. That helped actually. =)

I would most likely be attending her Funeral this Sunday in Miri.

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Catastrophe?

'I dont mean to sound supersitious but I felt that it was 2 negative forces coming'.

Mum thinks so.

When I've gotten my serious knee injury in July, it was the same day when my Aunt was going for her First Cancer Operation and Treatment in M'sia. But mum couldnt go because she had to look after me.

I fell really sick on the 22nd October. As I've mentioned earlier on. Fever. And that was the day when my mum chose to rush to the hospital in the afternoon. Later, my Aunt passed away.

Mum was saying that whenever something bad happens to me nowadays. It's a sign relating to her immediate relatives. It gave me the chills. But i still agreed with her. Because I felt that it's impossible for such things to happen at the same time.

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My Opinions Today

Exams have been okay. Math P3 (Add maths) really tough. I'm glad that most people agreed with that too. That means I'm not the only one who thinks so. I still have hope. =)

This is what my grandson did for me. Some Hideous pictures of his Gay Grandma. -.-"

More to like a Zombie's Ex Wife.

The skin tone of my face and arms are so unproportional!

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Give it a Go!

PS. Although I'm not a fan of Avril (because of her voice & sense of make up, fashion etc..) but her When You're Gone is a really good song. =)

I'm posting this to a drummer =P

I'm Posting this so that my Crazy Friend wouldnt call me a Show Off at Grade 7 piano. =P wahahahha!! Maybe I wished him happy bdae late. Thats why he got annoyed at me. Right Josh? =P

Anyways..

HAPPY belated 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

GAY JOSHUA BENJAMIN VICENCIO BAUTISTA!!

Haha. I bet he is grateful now because I've just dedicated a post to him. =P anyways.. wanna wish him good luck in his exams at RMIT, Melbourne.

And yes, miss his nosy-ness in class. Always eavesdropping when Chiaw and I talked. O.O

PS. I remembered him opening my diary in Form 5, shamelessly without me realizing and just scribbling his birthday notice in one of my pages. o.o haah! great Job my fren! =P

Take care! =)

im blogging

IVE DECIDED TO BLOG ON OUR BLOG!!!. hahahha. i have no idea how this works but im sure my darling will slowly teach me=D so soon i shall be able to do even the most confusing things. so hello to people who are reading this=) and hello to my baby who is still out at the moment=) if anyone read this and will be seeing her soon just tell her that i blogged yea=P

THAT MEANS YOU SIEN!!. lol. joking lah ill just tell her myself when i can.

im off for now then. will be back though not sure how long that will be. off to study then=P

*Andrew*

Passion is all it takes!

Life is ok. I cant believe exams are coming up. They are burning my butt now! =P

I'm glad that Lulu managed to get the workings and answers of Cambridge Math P4 printed. My gosh. P4 is so boring. Well. Quite. I used to like P4. Oh. P4 is Mechanics in math. Its Physics actually. Anyways, CY and I came to a conclusion of favouring P3 more. It's much 'nicer' to do. =) Haha. I cant believe i just said that i preferred Additional Maths to Physics. But its true ok.

Anyways, I was busy dealing with lessons to be conducted after A Levels. Well, of course, its good to past time by doing something meaningfully. =) So guys. Help me spread the word k? I will be grateful! =) thank you so much! =)

I will be offering:

Chinese (Beginner's Level)

Piano (Beginner's Level)

Piano (Chord Progressions)

Age & Race does NOT matter. =)

For more details.

Refer to the column with the heading (Lessons offered) on the right side of the blog. =)

Passion is all it takes!

Coitus

Meant to be quoted few days ago.

'She is from Ur-Anus. Because Venus is too hot and sexy for her.'

I was just glancing through my tagboard and i came across what WS typed.

Coitus. Yes i remember that i told her about that word few nights ago. I learn that in Biology. You will seriously be surprise with what it means. It means Sex.

Yeah man. I was like telling WS. Imagine i say this to her, 'I'm coitusing with my boyfren now! pls don disturb!'

Don think it sounds like anything right? =P we're just trying to be scientific.

So, nx time whenver your mum or best fren calls, and when you're doing that with your lover, just tell them that.. 'I'm having an intimate Coitus now. I will get back to you later.' And hang up.

At least they wouldnt figure out what you're saying right?

Anyways, i remember that last time. I used to think that Making Love is something really magical and fairytale-ish.

As I used to imagine that there is this fairy standing by a big pot. Pouring in portion and love dust. And starts stirring the elixir. Then there'll be bubbles of love floating out. In pink and purple in colour. Yes, exactly. Thats what i thought about Making Love the very first time.

I figured out the real meaning like i think.. few years ago. -.-" seriously.

Fun Corner.

I flashed my boobs at Steph in CaiYen's car the other day. And heck yes, i was wearing something la. duh! =P

During Bio Classes

Guess what? The Biology days for me are gonna be over soon. whoo pee~! Not including exams of course. Yes!

Everyone in ASL class who sits near me knows that whenever it comes to Monday, I would just whine in pain and agony about staying back for Bio till 3.30pm. And they would laugh. Especially Yi Huey.

Every Monday I would go like, 'So Sien ah! Have to stay for bio again later. I wanna sleep!'

Either that I would just complain about having the 'Best' bio teacher. Because the other teachers wouldnt require their students to stay till 3.30. Probably the most 2.30. In fact they dont have it every week. Unlike our class, omg! Chia Yee and I will always get so restless.

At least Chia Yee doesnt whine. She would just lay her head lazily on the table. While Gay Jie Ming talks randomly to himself or to me.

I am really glad that I have this 2 geniuses with me throughout these two years else I will be bored to death. Yes i repeat, CY and JM are like the top students in Bio. And im the Bio Fraud in case you're wondering. =P its amazing that i can be sitting in between these two geniuses and never seem to get any of their 'positive' charges. If you get what i mean. ;) Their results would forever be.. A.. A.. More A's.. and Hell yes, Always A!!! -.-"

As for me, I would get U once in a while. =P sometimes when i get a D..

I would go insane.. 'YAY! I GOT A D!!!!' xD hahahaha!!

But they would always be so kind to help me. Thats why i said i'm glad that i have 2 non arrogant classmates. =) I actually enjoy Bio class because of their presence. Chia Yee would just talk girl stuffs with me. Really nice. Because whenever we do that, we can be so Kaypo.

As for JM, his weirdness and randomness is just more than enough for me to keep me awake. Especially he and his idol, BoA Kwon. Famous Korean Pop Singer-Celebrity. I would just make fun of him all the time. Every single day!!

I Would either say.. 'Yea. You everyday look at BoA's poster ma!!' or write stuffs like.. 'I Love BoA and I wish i can marry her' on his bio notes or exercises.

The thing is.. He wouldnt mind at all because those stuffs i write on his papers actually keeps him awake while he studies bio. Its like 'a tour'.

The more pages you read bio, the more you get to see what Angie writes about BoA and JM.



Sometimes I get really creative and i draw comics of BoA and him on his papers. He would just blush for a bit and later pays back by writing something on my paper.

Like.. 'I Love Andrew.' haha. he does that at times. -.- funny.

At times, he would create this love triangle between me, him, Andrew, Chia Yee and BoA. I dont think its a triangle anymore. Should be some Love Pentagon. haha. then he goes on with his silly gay love story of us.

So, everyone got my disease too. At my seat, I would draw stupid stuffs. Or even writing a message to my friends in the next class. Like, i would write or draw somthing to Yi Huey, Lulu and Chung Sun. And hey, i get replies too! Hahah. no teachers realize that. I have the dirtiest table in the whole bio class.

JM's one is quite dirty too because sometimes me and him play tic tac toe. See how boring bio class can be at times? =P haha.

Actually its not that dull. Because I have a really fascinating bio teacher. He would always make fun of *censored* jokes at the boys.

Like he would ask why Faiz was sleepy this morning.
And when Faiz doesn answer, my bio teacher would be like..

'Oh, you were busy doing bio practical last night rite?' den he gives that cheeky look. ;)

Sometimes he would just say that the boys are doing something 'behind the bushes'. You'll get his sense of humor once you're his student for 2 whole years. -.-

So whenever 3 of us talk in class, he would go like..

'yes? Angelina and company? care to share your story?' den he gives that grin. haha.

But that doesnt stop us from talking. As JM & CY are geniuses.. Sometimes i feel really privileged because I don get bombed that much although i'm talking to them or vise versa.

Anyways, CY is the goodie girl. She doesnt draw anything on her table except for JM and I. And this is something I drew of JM and His wife, BoA Kwon on my table. =P Its actually really big on the table. I don know why the teachers never realize it.

Something I do when I'm so bored during Bio Class.

Yeoh Meh Meh (Jie Ming)

Everyone started calling him Yeoh Meh Meh because of me. Meh Meh is the sound of a goat. Yea. I don know why. It sounds nice. Thats why i always call him Meh Meh. CY finds that a really cute name.

Anyways, Meh Meh needs his wife BoA Kwon on the table too. This is how she looks like..

BoA Kwon

Super hot and sexay right?! wahaahahha!!!

If you need a protrait of yourself or anyone you love..

For more details:

Contact Angelina Tan from bio blk U2.2 (2008) Maktab Duli

I am definitely the MOST IDEAL and OUTSTANDING ARTIST!! ;)

And I assure that I can definitely please you! Ring me up!

4 year old Angie in Action

Dad was telling me that my uncle who leaves in Taiwan has recently uploaded my 4year old video. This is a serious video which shows how mischievous and naughty Angelina Tan was when she was young. I cant believe I was so rough. Lol. xD

You will be seeing 4 lil kids sitting in front of the house. Yup. That’s my uncle’s house in Kuching. Everyone in the Tan Family would go back there every year and celebrate Chinese new year. Anyways, this is not a video taken during CNY. Probably during school holidays in August 1994.

I will give you a hint. The ‘boy’ carrying a doll would be me. yes i know, OMG! you'd probably take some time to identify me. I couldnt even recognize myself when I watched the video yesterday. I was looking at the lil kid who looks like a girl. Apparently that was my cousin. I actually thought that it was me. So yea. There are 2 girls and 2 boys. My bro Jeremiah and I and my 2 other cousins. Dang! I look like I a guy. O.O why was my hair that short.

Let’s talk something bad about me.
I’m the lil meanie who’s sitting there. As usual, always carrying my Bobo everywhere and sucking my thumb. (Don think you would be able to see me sucking my thumb here. Lol)

My 2 year old cousin, Clement, was kinda like ‘slapping’ my face. So I got annoyed and kicked him. O.O and *plop* he fell. AWW. Can still see him in pampers! Poor clement. I pushed and kicked a couple of times. =P

Later you will be seeing me hopping in front of the camera. I must have developed vanity since young. O.O the 3 innocent lil kids are playing on the floor and you will see Angelina Tan hopping up and down trying to get her face in the camera. And yes, my nasty stubby hands were trying to grab the camera too. Thank god that my uncle was tall enough to keep me from reaching. Else I could have totaled his video cam. -.- haha.

The background music is actually sang by my uncle. Don’t mind it. It’s really old. Of course, Firstly, he is 50 plus years old now. Secondly, he was the No. 1 Sarawak Singer in the 1970s. One of those years. Heard my parents mentioned. So yea. He enjoys songs of his age. Hehe.

Just have to make this clear k? I dont go around bullying people when I was young. I just defend myself. But its not pretty when I defend myself. =P As my mum would say, no one ever bullies me. If they did, I would just give them one flying kick. Haha!! Seriously. I remember her telling me that when my cousin clement was trying to give me a punch last time. Ok. Was about to give me a punch while I was sitting on the couch, sniffing my Bobo and sucking my thumb and watching tv, I lifted up my leg and gave him a nasty charlie’s angel kick. And he flew away. Left the scene and cried. Aww. Haha!!! Evil me! But hey. From another point of view, it was him who tried to lay hands on me ok? So I was just defending myself. =P

Dad was saying that I was so naughty and mischievous yesterday. What to do? I was a Daddy’s girl when I was young. =P

Enjoy the video.

Ps. I look really like CJ man. =.=

Pps. I still have my Bobo until this very day. In fact I hug it every night to sleep. =P its torn. But I love the smell. =P ewww rite? But im not gonna throw it away. Was telling my mum that even when I marry one day and have a husband, I will make him accept my Bobo. =P HAHAHAHAHAHA!! So gay! And also make him accept the smell. >< ewww!

Ppps. WS and I are super contrasting species. I was telling her about how ‘super’ I was when I was young. But her.. she is like the goodie goodie innocent lil angel. oh puh lease! =P Someone got her hair cut by a classmate in kindy and didn’t even defend herself. AWWW!! =P SO cute.

Told my mum about that. She says that WS is too ‘guai’. Awwww! If it was me, I probably would have shave off all the hair on that fren of yours Wan sien. =P WAHAHAH!

Here are pics of me when i was slightly older. 6 years old. See how vain I was? =P

I am such a Poser!

Selamat Hari Raya!

Its the First day of the Muslim's New Year. So dropping to wish everyone... X)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

PS. Wan Sien got her computer corrupted. hai. cant get my pics!! ><>

30th Sept 2008

How can I keep forgetting to dedicate a post to my lil bro?!

Who resembles so much of me! eiseh! xD It's true ok?! he looks like me. thats what most ppl say.

Thats why he is gonna be so good looking in future.

JUST LIKE ME!!! Wahahahah!! im so vain! xD


Anyways it was CJ's birthday on the 30.09.2008

HAPPY BELATED 8TH BIRTHDAY CJ!!

Lots of Sissy Sis's Love. =)

*HUGS AND KISSES*

PS. Mum and I took him to Arcade on his special day and we watched him play racing. -.-" haha!

Busy Frizzy Dizzy

BUSY : I havent been blogging nowadays because i have been busy. ahahahaha!! =P but LIFE's great for me. Except for the upcoming Exams. uh oh!!><

FRIZZY:

'I saw someone carrying a skunk the other day.

'At least Its better than the porcupine.' =P

DIZZY:

'I miss Andrew Wall.'

He is The Love of my Life

Im dizzily in love with Andrew. =P

MY CUTE WHITE MODEL!!