Toughness?

So tired. Had drama from 2-4pm yesterday. 5-7pm modelling. 7-10pm dancing. 0.o went home and ate. watched tv till 230 am. Den later K.O till this afternoon 3pm!! = slept till 3pm. =D

Felt too weak. Had an extremely tiring day yesterday. Got dance practise at 7pm again. Muscles aching already. =( but have to jia you. Learning Irony by Wonder Girls now. And yes, gonna take lots of pics on that day! 31st dec. den can post up my new pics. xp SO VAIN!!

Gtg soon. Anyways.. wanna say.. Welcome Back Wan Feng!! xp

Merry Christmas!

Since am not coming online tomorrow. Just wanna wish y'all...

Merry Christmas!

This is meant for you Darling Wan Feng! ><

Haha. So mean right? Anyways, kill me when you get back in Brunei. ooo i cant wait! ^^

Performing on New Year's Eve

Our church is having this New Year Eve's dinner at Hua Ho Manggis Ballroom. And they wanted me to sing and dance. I was like.. er.. what?! In front of 600-800 ppl??!! omg!! o.0 Told them that i'll think about it. But they insisted me on doing it. So okay. I thought. Alright den. Jus give it a shot. Decided to sing Jolin's Wei Wu Du Zhun. With my sweetest back-up dancers Chee Ta, Soon Ket and Ting Ting. Thank you guys so much for helping out. =')

And guess what. The bad news is, I have left one week!! and i havent practised yet. Okay, lets just make this clear. M singing one song and dancing one song with them. So its basically 2 dances to learn. Its really a great challenge for me. And with Ta, Ket, Ting.. these SO professional dancers.. *gasps* its really presurring and challenging!! >< can imagine right?

Gonna start practising tomoro. Monday. Gonna be busy this whole week till school reopens again. =S Still, really wanna thank them once again for helping out. =) THANK Y'ALL!!

Shopping in Miri

Spent RM 770 ONLY On clothes and shoes!! Is that a lot? sounds quite alot. but if u convert it to brunei dollars. its okay. only abt?? B$335? yea. see. thought it wasnt enough of shopping. but when i got home was like.. OMG! i actually bought quite alot of clothes. heh! its okay. chinese new year clothes must be new and nice right? yay! everyone agrees! hehe.

Miss the time in miri. where u can get a line and text for 1cent. how cheap is that rite? so.. at least i had the chance to text my baby andrew while he was in M'sia. ^^ yay! he is coming back next week. i cant wait!! ><

Anyways, Got back on wednesday night. and yea have not been updating my blog for a long time. tired after i got back. Had a really great time in Miri. Went with my mum and 2 bros. had lots of food. all kinds of food. and gained 1kilo. o.0 oopz. Jus worried cant fit into my new clothes. so annoying to watch my weight. what to do right? envy those ppl who can eat alot and NEVER gain weight. but oh well.

Staying away from Boredom

Did I mention that i was going to Miri on the 15th? Blur me. Yea i am. Its so boring at home. Slept for 4 hours today just to pass time. From 12 noon - 4pm. Going out with mum later to somewhere. At least.

Good thing that am going to Miri soon. How many days? I think 4 nights 5 days. Buy chinese new year clothes! yay! But.. sad thing is i have to cut down on my food nowadays. else later no clothes will fit me. So miserable right? I love food. Why cant i eat and never get fat. As in really really EAT and NEVER gain a single gram. For this moment, don treat me as a Bio student. I m making no sense at all.

What did i do ystdy? Oh, went out with Wan sien, her BF(ooo.. wonder who!) xP , Edwin. and Wen Hui Grandson. Family outing. Yea thats our family. We were supposed to meet at 1pm. Ed and Wan Feng came at 1.15. i came at 1.30. Best fren's BF came at abt 2pm. Its okay. But Wen hui, he came at 5.30!! o.O we were all like.. *blink* haha! he arrived after the show ended. gosh man! its okay grandma forgives u. unlike ur evil mummy. xP

Speaking of the Show, The Heartbreak Kid, Its not reli good after all. Funny becos its not funny. get what i mean? its SO exxagerating. So yea. Enchanted's a really good show. That's what i think. =)

And last night, went to Excapade with family. Ate SUSHIS!! (nudges wan sien's elbow) PAYBACK TIME! hahahaa! it was reli good. Most ppl dont eat raw sushi. But tahts what i eat when i go to places like that. Eating cooked sushi seems pointless to me. Cause i feel like i can eat that anywhere. I love the taste of raw and cold and slimy sushi. OOO... M getting disgusting to the non sushi eating ppl. xP oopz! sorry! =D but it reli does taste SO SO SO Heavenly! My eyes will suddenly spark and my pupils are so starry clear. Ok, im getting a bit too.. xP

Then went home later, TOILET!! U know why right. Tummy not used to the 'foreign' food. Bought a couple of DVDs. Watched 2 movies ystdy night. Called Vacancy and The Hill has eyes 2. Is that the name? yea. I enjoy movies which keep me in suspense. But not horror suspense. That will make me cry. That's waht happened when i watched red candy (one miss call 2) with chiaw and others. Cry like crazy. Sounds so embarassing right? but hey! it was seriously creeping me out. ='( haahah!

Got the drama practise again tomoro at MD. 2-4 Gotta go every monday, wed and thurs. Havent memorize my lines yet. Err.. =S

2008 = Busy Year

Speaking of December holidays, it always gives me an impression that it is the best holiday of the year. Even till now, I still think so. But, seems like this year's December holiday is.. Not to say that it's dead or.. But as I start to think about next year, it's seriously freaking and stressing me out. Got tonnes of stuffs coming nx yr. Mainly, Exams.

-Year 2008-

January: Will be the reopening of school. Cant play much. Cos parents will say, 'school just reopened (as usual)'

February: Chinese New Year. That will take half a month away? When am back in Brunei, gotta be asking for homework and lessons which i've missed.

March: Extra math classes in school during school holidays. Piano Theory Grade 5 Exam
*plus* before April, I gotta be done working on with the Play 'A View From The Bridge'
(that's alot cos I need to memorize all the lines in the book which is over 60 pages?)

April: Get serious with school work because AS is just round the corner.

May & June: Basically is just AS throughout those two months.

July: Gotta be preparing for the upcoming school mock exam in Mid of August.

August-September: School Mock Exam. Piano Practical Grade 7 ABRSM Exam

October: Study leave and A Levels

November: A LEVELS!!

December: Finally! It's over! But its one year from now.. o.0 *frowns*

Aside from all these things, I also need a life right? Friends, Fun, Movies, Andrew.. Just pray for the LORD to walk with me at all times. =)

Missing You

Sleeping over at Wan Sien's!

Wanna know what's our theme when we were at Wan sien's place?

*drumrolls*

Theme: Gay

Date: 4th dec - 6th dec

We kept saying 'gay' for those 3 days!! (its just a slang. nothing insulting =D)

Smart Ass wan sien trying to find out how to cook pasta! She was the only one who didnt do anything!! NO FAIR!! XP Lazy bum!

Steph's doing the hardwork! Frying the onions, garlic, chicken etc etc.

That's me trying to defrost the minced chicken. How smart of us. Totally forgot to take it out from the freezer the night before.

Fooling around in the kitchen. *stares at mushrooms*

*SNIFFS* thats an onion btw. xP

Whoo! After the hard work in the kitchen! SPAGHETTI!
(wan sien didnt do a single thing) xP

FOOD! (Btw, i was the camera girl) =( *laughs*

Alone In Brunei

The sleepover at Wan sien's place (it was so fun!), The outing with Wen Hui, Zul, Wan Sien and Edwin(dont remind about the time when i fell of the chair in Swensens) xP, The dates with my Andrew baby(i miss those times), *sigh* it was sooo yesterday and last week. Now that im alone. Well more to ALMOST alone. Cos.. some ppl called Wan sien will be leaving for kelantan on the 14th of Dec. Hello! I feel very bored without you gal! =(

Speaking of that, Andrew's plane just took off today to KL. At 7pm. Starting to miss him so much now. I know.. he's gonna be gone for 3 weeks. Coming back on the 29th Dec. but 3 weeks is still soo long!! I dont know. I'll keep thinking about the times i saw him. on what day.. what time.. and as i start to think, *sigh* i just feel like tearing. ='( *hugs wan sien's lending shoulder*

Can't blame me for that right? Just feel like he's not around nowadays. Well, at least i have his bracelet and he has my ring. Then we'l just think about each other. Cant wait till you get back baby. At the same time, m not really looking forward to the 29th dec. cos school reopens so soon after that. But i wanna see and talk to Andrew. Life can be so difficult at times right.

Kinda lost my appetite. Didnt eat much today. and felt sleepy the whole day. Mum was like.. "Missing Andrew too much is it?" i was like.. "what?" she said, "im your mum i know". lol. Kinda awkward but true. SO wan feng! All the food i ate in ur hse will be gone. Xp you get wat i mean. Oh.. speaking of that.. i'll be posting up new pics of me, steph and wan sien while we were sleeping over in her house. It was sooo fun. Thanks wan sien. Even those late nights when i walked to Kiarong. =D u have the best hotel service ever! bleh!

Not to say that m alone. But kinda alone. Dunno what to do. Have been busy the whole day. got tonnes of piano and vocal lessons to be replaced till the 14th of Dec. Will be going to Miri after 14 or prbably on the 25th? Not sure yet. Mum wanted me to decide. I'll think about it. Got a wedding to attend to tomro. Playing keyboard. Went to Rachel's bdae party earlier on and now in a church member's hse. nothing to do after church practise. so jus come online and drown my sorrows here. LOL.

23 18 now. Baby should be sleeping edy. Miss him loads and hope he has a good sleep for tomoro. And wan sien, i want my pics, our pics and etc etc. *winkx*